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[tortiliniteeny]

Today was Dia de Profesor. I expected no recognition since it's Duoc and I'd be lucky to get a GLANCE from the students while I'm lecturing the many rules about participles. I was therefore surprised to see a student bring me a flower (granted, it was one of those weed flowers, but still very pretty), and the entire class wrote me a card and signed

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[two_princes]

I've been thinking about Julie lately. And I know it was not ever close to what you think about her, because I always just looked up to her and wanted to be like her and I wonder all the time if I'm doing things she would like or would have done or would have thought was cool.

I think its natural for that rawness to go away. I've experienced that with my grandmother's death. I wrote an essay about her and it used to make me cry whenever I read it and it simply doesn't anymore. I think its just part of the process. Maybe you should just leave it for now and see how you feel in a little bit when you're feeling more emotional?