Yay! Me and CJ finally had some serious sexy time last night! Ugh, I guess I have to admit that having to wait a long time for it does enhance the experience, buuuuuuuuut...if it's an unexpected kind of "waiting" where I have no idea why we aren't having sex, it usually makes me feel pretty fucking depressed. Because the automatic assumption in my ( Read more... )

What I have is nothing to my name ( Read more... )

I love the dreams I've been having lately where I'm swimming in the ocean with fantastic sea life all around me. And I'm able to go underwater without scuba gear, and whales are splashing around distantly on the surface, while exotic species of eels and dolphins and turtles and fish swim around me...they swim with me, and I am not afraid. The ( Read more... )

Music calms my soul,
Forces me to let go.
It regulates my heart rate,
Forces out all the hate.
I am only human,
and I am weak.
But I still know,
That it's better to be broken,
Than to break.

Man, I love nothing more then being bare ass naked in my own home all fucking day. :D
(especially when it's this hot out)

Well life, you win again. Go ahead and break my spirit. I don't care about anything anymore.

I have another reoccurring dream where I am in a skyscraper, and there's a party going on in the building. There is always a mall on the first two floors, and everything is reaall nice looking. Everything always starts out cool, and I'm chillin and stuff. But eventually I either wander into an area I'm not supposed to see or it turns out I'm wanted ( Read more... )

Learn to fly ( Read more... )

I am not as important as what I represent ( Read more... )

I saw something weird in the sky tonight. Me and CJ were out at Wheelock Park smoking a bowl (we were not very high, trust me) and we were star gazing. We had begun to talk about how we would like to see a UFO so we could make the judgment for ourselves, and oddly enough only a few moments later right next to CJ's head in the sky a very bright ( Read more... )