almost feels like after any okay day or falling back into it...the fallout gets worse each time.
This This is what I feel I’m doing and it makes me think of how I lost sam and it makes me think this is how I’m going to lose everyone I care about. That’s why I’m scared you’re going to hate me and we’re going to hate each other. I have to stop myself now from saying mean cold shit and I don’t always stop myself and then I just immediately regret it and feel bad. I don’t want to hurt you or say hurtful things. I didn’t know you took a shift yesterday Just reading that made me so depressed But that totally makes sense Why take it off anymore, you were taking it off to be with me
But of course the fallout gets worse I feel more stupid for starting it or falling back into it Every time Have I not been saying I feel like I’m ruining everything for weeks?
I don't think I could ever hate you Yeah I wasn't going to but I was a little bit of a mess the last wednesday I stayed home so I thought it might be a good idea
You have been saying that and I meant to respond when you posted it I don't think it's fair you think you're ruining it I don't think that
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This is what I feel I’m doing and it makes me think of how I lost sam and it makes me think this is how I’m going to lose everyone I care about.
That’s why I’m scared you’re going to hate me and we’re going to hate each other.
I have to stop myself now from saying mean cold shit and I don’t always stop myself and then I just immediately regret it and feel bad. I don’t want to hurt you or say hurtful things.
I didn’t know you took a shift yesterday
Just reading that made me so depressed
But that totally makes sense
Why take it off anymore, you were taking it off to be with me
But of course the fallout gets worse
I feel more stupid for starting it or falling back into it
Every time
Have I not been saying I feel like I’m ruining everything for weeks?
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Yeah I wasn't going to but I was a little bit of a mess the last wednesday I stayed home so I thought it might be a good idea
You have been saying that and I meant to respond when you posted it
I don't think it's fair you think you're ruining it
I don't think that
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