i just had one of the best days i ever had today, my friend jay from lbi came and visited me for the whole day, and i never felt so good.. we were singing some dashboard in the car to eachother, and that emo is so sweet in lyrics ahh but he lives so far away, we went all over mahopac, i learned stick even better by him today, we watched the sun ( Read more... )

i was thinking today and i noticed that i am so different than my friends, mainly in the taste in guys. Then i was thinking none of my friends would ever tap who ive been with. Our style is completely different ( Read more... )

i made a vaj shirt last night and i wore it today, i felt cool.. though it was werid cuz it was senior shirt day and i had made a shirt to wear.. but beth told me to wear it, well it waws amazing, i rocked out the hot orange belt that went with the hot orange letter.. im just so fucking cool ( Read more... )

what up..im bored, i have the house to myself tonight where the fuck is everyone??

yea i dont really follow up on my joural anymore, theres prob about 2 ppl who actually read this .. but anyway whats up with my life.. matt moves on friday, im completely over him, no feelings, its great. Jay from Lbi came and visited me on saturday, that was so much fun, awesome kid, and then this weekend, hes gonna come get me n im gonna go spend ( Read more... )

well i got back from lbi today, it was so much fun, i went with sarah and julie. We these really cool kids sunday night at a club, so we ended up hanging out with them everyday but wednesday, Jay and Shaun, i think jay is gonna come visit me before school start, mama dukes says he can crash here for a night so hopfully this all pulls threw. There ( Read more... )

well yesturday was the warped tour, 72 bands, 12 hours, and 8 stages, it rocked.. i went with Cait and Beth, and caits friend Brit. The line huge to get in there ware like thousands of ppl.. so on line i saw Dana and Deirdre walking by and there cool friends Matt n Cat.. so they ended up spending most of the day with us, up until we got separated ( Read more... )

its been a while scine i wrote something in here, well my life is going well.. went to the Pocanos, soccer tournament in Ct. and Montauk. pretty good month so far, going to an Evanescence concert on the 22nd at jones beach with JUlie sarah and sara.. this is going to be alot of fun, umm.. me and matt are doing good, its always nice to keep your ( Read more... )

Well im feeling a whole lot better all together. I had a kick ass 4th of July, me and Julie went to Somers for a family/friend party, there son is a year older than us, so he took us out for a good time. We met alot of new people from there, there all so nice there and its always good to make new friends.. happy dayss ( Read more... )

well i guess the people down at the AA meetings would say that im taking it "one day at a time". As some of you may know me and Matt, my boyfriend of 7 months broke up yesterday. He slept over and early yesterday mourning we said our speechless goodbye with a last hug and kiss, from there i slept until 4:30. From there on in the day i talked to my ( Read more... )