often times knowing that youll be able to have something is just as good as actually having it.

the greater the loss, the less i show it. i dont know why.

but the severity of the loss still remains.

i am slowly becoming a nonbeliever in a lot of ideas. and these ideas have really shaped how i have treated people, priorities, and relationships my entire life. so i am slowly changing into a worse person, but i think thats what real world experiences are meant to do ( Read more... )

all good things eventually come to an end. i guess it was naive of me to think otherwise.

1. the first two years of med school will not be hard and i will have a lot of free time ( Read more... )

0. hanging out with mai-han
1. feeding the homeless
2. taking lucky to the doggie park
3. farmer's market on saturday
4. playing basketball at ucf
5. weekends downtown
6. sleeping in my own bed
7. working at Medtronic (hard to believe, but i will miss it)
8. festivities at lake eola
9. touristy stuff (the beach, theme parks, exotic

my life can be sorted into periods that i spent significant amounts of time around the same people ( Read more... )

the quicker they move, the faster they end.

dont make hasty decisions. oh well.

so i stopped teaching at kaplan, i have less than a month left of work at medtronic before i quit, and my gf is off to spain for 6 weeks. needless to say, life is really slow ( Read more... )

life is full of decisions. mine consists of ( Read more... )