Well a lot has happened in the last week or so....to say the least. Being away from april and justus really forced me to start thinking about what is important to me and so I made a huge decision, spent a lot of money, and now april and I are ENGAGED. Its totally awesome but at the same time a little bit scary because neither one of us really has ( Read more... )

I am so glad April came down here. Last night was amazing and we are having soooo much fun today. So far so good. I am so totally crazy about this girl. Tonight is Fleetwood Mac,fuck yeah!! Ok well we just got back from fashion valley and we had crocodile cafe for lunch. I am STUFFED and I have to go lay down before we get out of here to go ( Read more... )

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Just working today. I have to edit a bunch of stuff in adobe illustrator and I also have to go buy a mini DV camcorder for some movies I have to make. Then I may hang out with my friend Pat who is in town from Utah or go hang with JD or something. Talked to April a bit today. Justus started preschool and I guess he really had a great time!! ( Read more... )

Feeling better about things today!! Fleetwood Mac this weekend!! Fuck Yeah, it's going to kick ass. Probably going to hang out with JD some more tonight (we went to lunch today) I miss that fucker.

I really hope April and I can work everything out. I wanna marry that crazy girl.

P.S. I miss you and love you too.

"I'll have to walk a thousand miles just to find the ground deserving of your feet. You can throw me down and walk on me and I'll just look on through my love and through the haze. Cielings don't exist and there are no floors beneath me. If I were king of this night would you become my queen."

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Hello Everyone!! I'm feeling better today...well at least a little. I went and got my haircut!! Check out the new picture. Thats about how I have been feeling lately, but I am happy to announce I feel a bit better. It was really shitty weather here this morning and I loved it because I got to dress warm. For some reason I don't seem to be able ( Read more... )

So here it is 5:50 in the morning and I can't sleep at all. I woke up and now, with everything going on in my head, I can't for the life of me seem to get back to sleep. Why am I so completely miserable right now? I feel like someone has taken the light of my life and I am now destined to wander aimlessly in the dark. I'm doing my best to ( Read more... )

I feel completely lost and helpless. Sort of like I have fallen of the edge of an aircraft carrier and I am watching it pull away from me and I know its not going to come back. Paddling in the water knowing that I am going to drown and that I am only putting of the inevidable is the most horrible feeling I have ever felt in my life ( Read more... )