So im talking to Jesse.
I guess Heather is going to come over and we are going to go to Micheals with Vanessa.
Im not driving.
I dont have enough gas.
So If I have to drive im not gonna go.
I took a nap.
I think I lost 3 bucks last night >.< Boobs.
I keep having these wierd vivid dreams.
Theyre Scarey most of em.
Alright... So me my mom and dad and a hole buncha other people are on this island.
And we were swimming whatever having a great time.
I forget a little bit but then my dad starts to go swimming really fast.
And then out of no where he stopped and he was lying in the water not breathing.
So my mom and I swim to him... and i was like freaking out.. and my mom was going slow and i was freaking out.
so we finally got him out of the water....
and he was fine after that. and he said.. what? i swim fast i got what i deserved.
like nothing was wrong.
then a news flash came on for a great white shark at the part where we were swimming...
Then these people pulled up on there jeeps and my dad flipped out and asked them to leave...
they left...
then I ended up in Joe kempers house but it wasnt joe kempers house.
and tim was there.
and he had all of these fucking animals and shit.
then we ended up in a room full of fish.
so we went in it.
and we were all swimming.
and i saw the great white.
so i swam to the door and didnt say anything.
then joe got out next.
then we heard tim scream.
and he got eatin!
so i started walking to the front of the house.
and i caught a bee.
then joes gf was there crying and joe was crying.
and i asked her for a ride to tims house to get my shoes but she wasnt allowed to drive for me.
so i started to walk.
and i had to jump over the fence, and i ran into bob wire..
and i found my car.
and joe was driving it.
an we kept driving around trying to getto tims house to get my shoes..
then i woke up.
it was so fucking bizzare...
Last night while I was really fucked up..
I guess Jesse was my boyfriend for the night...
I told him I loved him, I was telling everyone I loved them.
But he told me he loved me back.
And today he is still saying it.
Bizzarre....
Im so confused with what I want. *sigh*