What the hell is up!! It's been like a year since I've updated this shit, rock on ( Read more... )

When you consider your cousins to be your fucking brothers, you think of your relationship with them to be strong as anything; unbreakable;untouchable;unstoppable. Or atleast that's what I thought until tonight. I've grown up with them since the day I was born. I looked up to the older one while growing up with him. He is everything I ever wanted ( Read more... )

It's been years. No, it's been months. Nothings new. Nothing is ever new. Except I'm the bread winner this time, don't know how long, don't want to know how long until change. Change is something that will never be done unless you put forth the effort. You'll never know where it'll lead you. You could be the best person in the world, make the wrong ( Read more... )

It's nice. It's ok. It's boring. It's lame. All at once. I'm lazy. I'm a bitch. I hate work. I hate working. I hate leaving my bed. I hate showering. I hate going places. I hate people. I love my family. I love my bed. Gotta go to work, gotta go to work. Got to have a job ( Read more... )

"I realized how happy i was and how good things are. Life does get bad sometimes but when its good, its worth it. Just moments like that are worth being alive for. And so is realizing that i still had the girl im in love with. I love samantha so much. As i layed there in donnies room with the breeze and the sun i knew that i want to hold on to this ( Read more... )

My parent's are gone. They went to Niagara Falls, until Wednesday for my mother's 50th birthday. Trust me, she doesn't look any where near 50 years old. She's absolutely beautiful and stunning. She's always been fucking amazingly beautiful her whole life. When she was in her twenties she was asked to be in the Miss USA beauty pageant. She turned it ( Read more... )

Dear Miketo ( Read more... )

It's only 10:45 pm, and I'm considering sleep. Though I sleep all day everyday, and obviously have a sleeping disorder. Not insominia, but sleeping too much. I forgot what it's called. I have a low b-12 count. I once got a shot for it, and had to go back every month to get it; of course I forgot. So now it's back to going to bed at 10:30 and ( Read more... )

I spent new years at a few different places ( Read more... )

i'm so damn sweet.
i play the Sims Bustin Out for PS2 for 3 hours everynight.
it's kinda bad.
i've had erics system for a week now.
it's bad.
i'm considering buying it off of him
just so i can play the sims.

im dope