i just had a conversation with a friend.. i never thought i'd have. this is a good thing... i dont know if its big.. or if it means anything.. but... wow.... my secret is out.

i am vulnerable.

be careful.

but uh... well, can i just start out by saying.. im kinda stoned. so you know what that means.

alright. so. again. its been months. quy for i do dat? eh. i dont know. i have toothpaste on my nose. now thats personal. if you dont know why i might have toothpaste on my nose... id rather not say ( Read more... )

so. good lord. how long has it been? MONTHS, im sure ( Read more... )

~a conversation i had with my mother earlier this evening.~

MOM: You know... I feel like the bones in my feet hurt really bad sometimes when I walk.

ME: Yeah...Sometimes I can't stretch out my heal all the way when I put my foot down.

MOM: Mm... yeah...

ME: Like it feels like my legs are made out of sticks.

So. It happened. Cal died early this morning. (bjorns puppy) he was supposed to have surgery today. and i thought his owner, kirby, was calling to tell me that he was in surgery... but instead i hear, "Cal passed away about an hour ago" so. what a great start to my day. that dog was so much more... and i hate that this happened to him. he ( Read more... )

i realize that every time i make a post... i talk about how annoyed i am ( Read more... )

oh man...

i want to say ... a million things... to a few people. but... right now is not the time. so i will bite my tongue. and ... probably never say them.

things probably arent as confusing as i am making them.

i am SO annoyed right now.

thats all.

i am so annoyed.

soooooooooooo so so very annoyed.

i dont even know why.

well.... i mean... i know why. its everything.

everything annoys my right now.

EVERYTHING.

i just need to... relax ( Read more... )