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[tothewind]

I want to feel the world around me. I want to see what's beneath this horrid picture and I want to drink it and bathe in it. I want to rape the truth. To take it my hands and completely blacken it with my thoughts and soften it with my words. I want to own people. To know them completely and to control them like puppets. I want to hold them and

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[brioi]

Yeah...I've wondered what you've been up to. I thought maybe I had misunderstood who you were, like one of those people that is so tossed here and there, and never really sticks to something for a duration. I've had many friends like that. I always end up letting them go...not because I don't love them, but because I believe that friendship is something that is yearned for from both parties. If it's one sided...it's not friendship. If I don't feel any interest from someone...who am I to try and encourage them to be my friend? How do you encourage someone to like you? I wouldn't even know how to do that. Either they do...or they don't. That whole concept just seems so much against everything that a true friend is. Anyway, I'm not saying that you're like that at all. I'm just saying that the thought crossed my mind that maybe I had misjudged you. Which, I might add, really confused me because you don't feel that way to me. You've always felt safe...and real. I'm glad that you're ok and that you are finding ways to express the internal

[tothewind]

oh nonono. I’m not like that at all. In fact, I feel the exact same about those individuals that are only there when they want something or when your friendship is “convenient”. & I would never ever do anything like that. & I am safe. You can trust me dear, I’m not going to hurt you.
Sacramento, eh? Funfun…I was just there a few weeks ago with my brother. I hope you have a wonderful time. Sacramento is really beautiful.
And I’d love to talk to you sometime…if that’s okay with you. You’ve also gained my trust very quickly and I don’t usually trust very many people (especially guys). But yeah I’ll definitely IM you (I’m blood_and_dust on Yahoo and wordslikemagick on AIM) just so you know.
But I’ll email you my phone number and stuff ok? Oh! And were you interested in getting a collage from me? I’m still in the creative mood & I’d love to make you one.
Talk to you soon^-^
<3, Jupi

[brioi]

Hey Jupi