it happened for the first time about 4 weeks ago i think.
it happened again on the way to tonys house today.
this time it was different though, this time i was able to enjoy it.
it still didn't last forever, but at least it was more than a heart beat this time.
maybe next time will be the last, cross your fingers

WHAT SONG...?
01. Reminds you of an ex-lover: 1979- smashing pumpkins
02. Reminds you of an ex-friend: life house- can't remember the name
03. Reminds you of your childhood: sweet child of mine- guns 'n roses ( Read more... )

so last night was the first show ( Read more... )

yay rocky on saturday!
i'm sure you already know but;
7:30 at tony's
11 at the theater

thats it...
i want a new name
NOW!!!
mine is too common.
james...
5 letters, 1 cyllable
thats a lot of sound for damn cyllable!
please suggest a new name for meeeeeeeeee

i used to make people laugh.
i used to think i was pretty good at it.
it was the only thing i was good at.
i don't think i make people laugh very much anymore.

i was talking to tony about this memory i have ( Read more... )

soo
hopefully tomorrow im going to morgans house...
watch some movies
have a good time
i think her friend cecilia is going to show up also
thats nice

soo
i am bored
i need... someone to tell me what i need!
i also wouldn't mind some ice cream, or orange juice.
I!
no i.. got molested by a hot tub last night, its a long story
FUCK!
I DON'T WANNA UPDATE MY JOURNAL!

i left tonys house at 2pm to ride the bus home. its about a two and a half hour trip. and i managed to get home at 1:50pm. i guess it wasn't actualy 2 when i left, that explains why i was the only one awake.