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[touchthe_stars_]

well last night pretty much blew...actually, it fucking SUCKED...i may have figured it out, but i dont know how to deal w/ it...gah, w/e, this isnt a big deal...its just annoying...and i hate making ppl feel like shit, which i think is wat im doing right now

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[17without_wax17]

guys are not confusing. well, actually i take that back. i can only speak for myself. im not confusing im just confused about who i am or who im supposed to be. but still i dont think guys are really confussing. guys mainly want sex. bottom line. there are acceptions like me. i like sex it really is great. but, there are better things believe it or not. i know acting is important to you i understand where you are coming from. acting is like a sport. for some people a sport is like life for them. if they dont get a starting position in the sport they love, they get pissed and upset. same with acting. i know its hard to act. acting isn't like sports. its not really as physically demanding. its more mentally demanding that sports are. acting is some memorization, but mainly throwing your soul in to the person you play. when you are on stage you are not who you are off set. you are not even the person you are supposed to be acting as. you are like a half breed. you are the best of both worlds, that being yourself and