2 days until Caity gets here and 12 some hours ( Read more... )

Yeah so Thursdays seriously suck. I got to bed this morning approx 5 am. Woke up at 6 am because the stupid cat jumped on me and made a nest on my legs, impairing me from moving at all for a couple hours. Woke up at 10:30 am and went to classes. It is now 6:30 pm and here I am in the library waiting for my last 3 hour class starting 6:45. Then ( Read more... )

Went for an early AM 7-11 run to pick up a turkey sandwich and some water... Anyhow, the dude behind the register recognized me and is all friendly as usual. It wasn't until I was on my way out that I realized: dude doesn't speak english. I asked him some kind of question and he actually gave me this look and moved his lips as if he were ( Read more... )

I just saw the best epidode of Walker, Texas Ranger perhaps ever last night ( Read more... )

So yes, I'm still sick and I don't have any energy and I can't sleep when I want to but I don't sleep when I feel tired as hell... but I feel great today. It's been a long time since I've been sober and motivated enough to be in classes and it feels good. I don't know why I didn't move out a long time ago... must have been all the negativity ( Read more... )

Isn't it possible that I'm not beyond reason ( Read more... )

So bored ( Read more... )

Caity Koski is the best girlfriend EVER!!! Come see me soon bebe xoxoxoxo!!!

Yeah, so since I've been here a few days for good... things have been really looking up. My training protege (mr Kevin Eisenberg... yes Kevin Eisenberg) truly gained by leaps and bounds in the gym this week. Last week the guy struggled to hit up 135 for a rep or two on flat benchpress. This week he hit 175 for two reps, so now his max is ( Read more... )

I decided not to stress anymore tonight. I guess I've just been letting things slide for too long and I'm fucking sick of it now. It definetly made things worse. People must seriously think I am retarded. I've known exactly what goes on for more than 8 months and I've let it slide out of pity and a pitiful kind of respect, and every little ( Read more... )