74 to go.

I hate the way I have been feeling. I have written about 12 entries in the last week and have deleted them all because, welp, no one cares. That's a fun feeling too.

The only time I think I have felt like this before was in august of my senior year. It was still different though. I think I was more scared and less hurt. I hate the way I feel right now. I feel like I bringing everyone in the world down and chances are I actually am. I fel like I have said that I am fine so many times that it has lost meaning, by ( Read more... )

Life is shitty. The end.

Melia is coming home tonight by 5ish hopefully. She wants to see HP. She needs some volenteers to accompany her. That would be great. Call her if you are interested. She doesn't want to be one of those cool kids that goes to movies alone.

Let's have a camp update. Camp is going well. I made a friend. He's a boy. We talk about his love life. Apperently people like to tell me all thier issues (that's why my hair is so big, it's full of secrets). I met a really cool girl from NY. We might be the same person. I might be getting a raise. That would be nice. I could be going to HP tonight ( Read more... )

Nothing like a little beer pong to really turn a night around. I had never played before. It turns out I am not to bad at it. Camp begins again today. More kids, Less than 24 hours off. They leave on sunday at 12 and new ones arrive at 3. Fantabulous! (not) So, yeah ( Read more... )

So.... Camp. I kind of just want to go home. Yeah, the people are fun and all but I am kind of just done. I am really trying to figure out where I fit in. I am not quite a youngin' But I am not quite a older person either. I pretty much just feel out of the loop. At least in Vancouver I know where I stand. I hate wondering where I stand. That is ( Read more... )

I am not particularily excited to leave. Eight weeks seems like such a long time. I don't really want to hang with the chillins. I am not going to lie, I am extremely intimidated by the people that I work with. It's like going to Hogwarts but having no magical powers. Another year of not being 21. Great. I love being the DD. Last year at this time ( Read more... )

"Cause when the pretty girl walks
She walks so proud
And when the pretty girl laughs
Oh man, she laughs so loud"