I really cannot wait for the next two weeks to be over ( Read more... )

I never imagined the last month of my senior year to feel like this at all ( Read more... )

I am beyond infuriated at this point. This will probably be a really long entry, but I really need to just write it all down before I fucking break something.

My sister called me tonight to say that she suspects, or should I say, knows our dad is drinking again. I cannot even express how enraged I feel, so much so that I can actually feel the ( Read more... )

One day, whether it be tomorrow or a day twenty years from now, I will know what I am supposed to learn. But until then, I refuse to feel guilty about spending hundreds of dollars on one shirt, or drinking too much coffee, or eating too much cheesecake, or singing too loudly when I shouldn't be singing at all. I refuse to pity myself when there is ( Read more... )

My life lately has been a huge blur. It seems like my feelings are constantly contradicting themselves; I feel proud of what I've done this year so far, but still so ashamed of what I have not conquered yet. There are times when I am alone, and would rather not be, but at the same time I don't want to be near anyone. I feel much more productive, ( Read more... )

Goddamn, my parents make me LIVID ( Read more... )

I'm so confused lately ( Read more... )

This is getting so frustrating ( Read more... )

I'm such an idiot ( Read more... )

I haven't updated for a long time, but I think that has to do with the fact I don't really have anything to complain about as of late.
My life is finally starting to take on a more positive shape, finally. For a while I felt like nothing was working out the way I wanted, but instead of dwelling on how everything wasn't working, I decided to start ( Read more... )