all the pain and tourment we've been thru ( Read more... )

yesterday was quite odd. me and robert went to the mall and hes like "how many ppl that we know do u think were going to run into?" well later we went to the bus stop to go home when short bus texted me telling me she is at the mcdonalds in the mall. so we went and saw her and her tallia. well then we needed a ride home and she called and who was ( Read more... )

wow everything in life did a 360. there was so much going on that was painful and now its so dandy. well for starters as everyone knows me and robert are back together. it was a long awaiting leading up to it. like me and him would chill every nite when he got home from heathers. one night i walked down to meet him and walk with him back. he held ( Read more... )

Knowing the truth is always better than hearing all the bull shit that means nothing, and that is only said to keep someone else happy. All I do know is the truth and only two people listen to me. You know who you are thanx for having faith in me.

Rissa

i fucked up i fucked up i fucked up!!!!! liz today showed me the pictures of me and robert from homcoming. they are soooooo beautiful and gorgous. omg, i fucked up....i look at them and think "omg what did i ever do to loose this perfect person???" how can i loose him??? i mean i dont need to go out with him, but omg i really need his friendship. i ( Read more... )

you know no one is telling the truth and its making me very upset. see i need to tell the truth, i need to shout it to the world, so im going to make it known what really happened the other day when "me and robert did shit like cheating or w/e. okay, the other morning after what happened to mike robert knocked on my window, woke me up, and told me ( Read more... )

Laid To Rest by: lamb of god ( Read more... )

all week i have been fighting to keep robert and have him stay with me. he has been becoming good friends with a girl at school heather(tenna). well he has had his mind split and now wants to date her or at least be alone to make up his mind about everything. its so hard to handle. last night was our last night together. we kissed, hugged, made ( Read more... )

see i have a great example of friendship. today is my friends b-day, she was having a bunch of ppl go to the movies. well i didint have the money to go to the movie so she told me what time she would be there so i could say happy b-day to her. well i hung out with sergey and robert today, we had bugerking and went to the mall. anyways, i got to the ( Read more... )

wow you know there is alot of things going on. the main thing is that i learn everyday that ppl are never who you think they are. they change and contort and become what they are not. as i get closer to my journey of becoming the me that i never was and always wanted to be, im learning the truths about others. i have relized that true friends are ( Read more... )