Introducing my lovers
Variety has always excited me.
I broke up with my partner recently and to be honest, even that 4 month stretch was hard for me. I don't enjoy committment and relationshippy things, public displays of affection are not my style and so far in my life experience I have not found traditional relationships satisfactory at aaaall.
What gets me off is sex, attraction, new ppl and adventure. Sometimes I'll go through phases of not being very sexual but every summer, like clockwork, I get languid and lustful in my body language and slutty in the bedroom. I can't help it, the heat suffuses me with relaxed pleasure and I'm so, so wanting to be touched constantly. So, lately I've been taking lovers. Right now I have 5 regular or semi-regular lovers, all very different, all filling a need that I have. Let me introduce you!
1. Jeff- 28, graphic designer, tall, gorgeous body-big built muscly body, part islander, stunning smile, the cutest lover I have fo' sho'. He and I have really chilled out chats and hang out on the couch smoking weed and watching movies, before having sweet affectionate sex, he loves it when I'm on top. He is very hands on and passionate with heaps of kissing... he's the only fuckbuddy I'd consider dating. We see each other once a week or so. My favourite day was recently, it was a public holiday and we met up to hang out and ended up having sex all day, falling asleep in between sex sessions, curled up in his insanely strong muscle man arms, he wraps his arms right around me and can pick me up, which is such a turn on when you're a larger girl haha.
2. Chris-30, really tall like 6ft4, enoooormous 9 inch penis, slim but fit with hot lean swimmer's body, sweet guy but not when I see him- chris is my fantasy guy who "breaks into" my house and play rapes me while I'm sleeping, wakes me up by covering my mouth and telling me not to scream, we then fuck roughly for aaaages always late at night as he finishes work at 11pm. Oh god so hot. Sooo hot.
3. Paul- age not entirely sure but he's definitely at least 40-something. I don't ask because I don't care. Paul is some sort of fancy engineer who earns $200000 a year. Paul takes me to dinner and drives an ostentatious shiny car, I don't remember what kind because I don't care. Paul is cultured, intelligent, interesting and thoughtful. I love having talks with him because he has so many fascinating stories. He's travelled extensively and relays me with fabulous tales. He's also been married and has children not much younger than me. Paul and I are trying out a Dom/sub partnership. We haven't done it yet but we're slowly building up to it. He is planning a night at a fancy hotel soon to 'make it official'. At this stage it's all experimental- while I've fantasised about Dom/sub heaps I've never reaaally tried it so I might hate it. Paul knows this. I'm not seeing him for free fancy dinners. (they are however a plus!)
4. Ned- 20-something, name is really Ned sadly, lol. He's the only fuckbuddy who I still sleep with who is on my facebook. I've known him for ages, years, orriginally we met via okcupid but Brisbane being Brisbane we've recently discovered we have several friends in common. Ned is very into oral, he's who I call when I get that particular urge to feel a tongue gently licking my clit.. he and I have very little in common other than a love of sex so we don't really hang out, he just comes over, makes me cum at least 5 times with his magical mouth until I'm shaking with pleasure and exhaustion in a foggy haze of orgasm-high, weed-high, all sweaty and still moaning and kind of still cumming, he's really quite gifted. Ned and I see eachother pretty rarely, maybe once every month or two.
5. Matt-18 outRAGEOUSly young, cute as a button, cute body, excellent at dirty talk. Matt is new, and fun. He is probably the only person dirtier and more sexual than me who I have ever met. He has the whole rape thing as well, as well as "normal" sex so we vary between the two. Last night we organised quite the roleplay that had me up half the night, was really fun. Matt's fetish is he loves having his cock sucked (like more than the average guy) so I go to him on those occasions I get the urge for some cock in my mouth, which is more often than you may think. He and chris and I are starting to plan an ultra-hardcore roleplay threesome. It is in its early planning stages but the idea of it gets me off like you wouldn't believe.
So, there you go! I met them all in different ways (facebook, online in general, met 2 while out) and they're all very respectful, understanding lovers who come over when I want them and leave when I want them to. It's not traditional but I'm telling you I am a VERY happy girl.
I mean clearly there's more to my life, I'll update you properly later. ;)
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