You're the icing on the cake.
It feels like I havent updated this thing in so long. Not only does it feel this way, but it is this way. My life has been updating itself a lot lately. And that's how it always should have been.
I've started school. The week(s) building up to this were hardly anything but very high ups and very low downs. I was forced to deal with missing people, wanting things out of my reach, loving people, missing things, being extremely emotional about everything, and opening my eyes to the new and the wonderful. Animate and inanimate. I'm not going to roll into any details here. We will strictly and simply keep the car on the road and move to our destination at a rapid speed.
So how is school? It's as horrible as it was in the past years. Nothing better, nothing worse. The bad kids are exactly the same, the bad clothes are the same, the bad hair is the same, the teachers are the same, the days will be the same. I cant complain, though. Dont even let me!
I am looking forward to a few things about this school-year. My art class (due to high hopes of developing some sort of talent and even higher hopes of opening up and letting any/all of the creativity spill), my English class (because my teacher is this nut who has a beautiful way of acting and thinking), and just the slight chance that I might become more social and open to EVERYTHING after this. I think I accept a lot, but there's more I could do. I would really like to see myself reaching out instead of just lifting a hand.
Outside of school? Things are about the same. I havent taken a (good) picture in ages, and I hate that. The ones I do take, I cannot stand for some reason. Other than that, I'm feeling strongly about everything. May it be hate or love. I enjoy a lot more, I feel like I'm being pleasant more often, but I'm also noticing my bad temper and immaturity coming back at the worst times. It's hard to explain.
Most importantly, though, I'm in love. And this isnt hard to explain. It's why I do enjoy and smile more. It's why I dont mind my minor problems and interferences. He's why I'm not so afraid anymore. It's the best feeling in the world.