I think I'm in trouble . . . well actually I am in trouble! I just haven't been screamed at yet. Yesterday I didn't come home because I slept over Lubos' house. I had this plan going about leaving my father a note that said I went to my mother's house. Then later I would call my grandmother and tell her I'm staying over my mother's house because of ( Read more... )

It's amazing how the brain captures little moments in ones life. How our 5 senses trigger memories . . . For instance, I'm listening to the beginning of Kothopokothon by Tahsan which is a song that was sent to me by Lubos a few months ago. The song was playing when I woke up in Lubos' house the first time I slept over back in November. So now ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! I've been soo lazy and putting off writing this entry but finally I think I have the strength to do it. So here goes:

( Christmas and The New Years' Celebrations )

School has been good. On Monday I found out that I'm getting a 90 for AP Government and a 95 for AP English!! Yay! I expected to get low grades in these two classes because I have been slacking off big time . . specially for AP Government because I barely did homework. But what saved me was my test grades. I have one of the highest test averages in ( Read more... )

Guess who's Xanga I found? Yep, I found Unmentionables xanga. I wished I hadn't found it because it just made me want to hate him even more. Basically the xanga is a "propaganda journal" which he writes bullshit about his new victim (boyfriend). Thank goodness that "victim" was smart enough to figure out that Richard is nothing but a fuckign scrub ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely right now. Really, I don't know why I get like this sometimes. Maybe my lack of friends can explain this? I don't know. Whatever the reason I just feel very lonely. It's such an overwhelming feeling at times and I don't know what to do. I've tried to make friends and to open myself up but it just doesn't work out. So I'm here once ( Read more... )

Well Hello there! How is everyone? I hope everybody had a good Thanksgiving! Well let's see what has been happening in my life shall we ( Read more... )

Well this will be my first official entry here at LJ. So what has been happening in my life lately ( Read more... )

Things are spiralling out of control; Money, emotions, and school problems. But I still have my sanity. But I think I'm losing that too. If my growing problems are not somehow relieved then i'll lose that too and we'll be back to where I started on late August. That's really bad . . . because that's how I allowed for the Unmentionable (Richard ex ( Read more... )

It's official! I'm back to writing in this journal. I made a new layout! The guy on the background is Tarkan! *drools* He's the sexiest thing to come out of Turkey with his beautiful hazel eyes and his powerful voice! AHH! Yep, I think this is my second best layout. My deadjournal Devdas layout is the best one soo far. Anyway soo yeah. I'm back. I ( Read more... )