My Cousin just got into town two nights ago! im so excited!! <33 Me her and katie have been all hanging out having a blast. blaze all day.. every day.. just chill. its wayy mellow. thanksgiving is like in 2 days.. im soo stoked.. my mom and aunt make the best food no joke!! I miss raeanne!!! me and her hardly hang out. but when we do. we make the ( Read more... )

SOoOOOooooo my father woke me up handing me a 20 $ bill.. it was dank! so of COURSE You all knooooooooooooooooooooow what im getting.. WHERES THE BUDD Att!!!!! last night was AWESOME!~ me katie and madi all hung out with rianna and her friend jennifer*soo awesome chiks* we went over to doudys... and i met a guy names chris.. he was soo sweet and ( Read more... )

This week has been up down up down... but i love it.. everything is kinda working out. i had a week where i needed to be alone and find out who i was.. and it was awesome.. i realize that i love who i am and no one could ever change that.. no matter who calls me a drug addicct "immature young bitch" uh hem scott. the only drug ill ever do is weed ( Read more... )

Dont grieve for me now i am free,i'm following a path god laid for me.i took his hand when i heard his call,i turned my back and left it all.i could not stay another day,to laugh, to love, to work or playif my parting has left a void,then fill it with remembered joya friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss..ah, yes these things i too will miss.but not ( Read more... )

LoL LASt night i SLEPT SOO GOOD! the best in so long. i woke up refreshed and ready to go.. haha THEN OF COURSE i took a nap till 12.. put makeup on rae stopped by.. went to niks .. talked.. had an awesome fun time.. then came home and here i am now.. relxing.. waiting for tia to come and 430 to roll around! then off to the *The RoYaL HawaiiaN* ( Read more... )

Today so far.. is fucking amazing.. the rare times im alone with my thoughts.. i realize how lucky i am to be where i am. im loving life.. so i spent the night at nicoles house.. she surprised me with a cake and crown and the whole thing! and at 12 o clock i got out of my funk and her and allison wished me HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY.. we fucking ( Read more... )

Im having an awesome time at nikkis! itas about oh 4 in the morning. IMS TILL UP! partying from 12 to 12 on my BIRTHDAY! i got a crown from nikki.. she suprised me with a cake! it was so cute! we took pictures which YOU ALL HAVE TO COMMENT!♥ so yeah then im going home early! to go hang out with Raeanne and Derek! <3 yeah and of course my FAMILY ( Read more... )

wow i woke up early today!!!!! anywaysssss i called raeanne when i woke up to say "GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE" but did she pick up???/ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! sluuuuuuuuuuuut!! jk <3 u anyways.. im getting ready for school right now! i finished my 17 paragraph homework lst night.. i was surprised.. i totally just went on a roll.. anyways last night i was ( Read more... )

LoL! im in a good mood now that me and raeanne talked! annyyways.. i just got finished with my fucking homework thank god 17 paragraphs later! anyways then today was a fun day me and rae and derek baught bud from aaron and we went to his house and smoked.. fun stuff.. anyways derek was like" your cheeks match ur hair" i was like shut up! anyways ( Read more... )

well my day is shitty now.. thanks to my fight with raeanne.. anyways.. im over this shit. it feels like no matter what i do its never enough. i somehow always have a problem or a conflict in my way.. i have a "drug problem" or im lazy ... or i dont have a job. its like IM TRYING PEOPLE.. jesus christ.. cant you just accept me for who i am.. im ( Read more... )