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All you people can't you see, can't you see?
I'm just another porcilain doll
with a painted face
without a soul
cold as ice
untouchable
so fragile
so flawless
trapped inside my own perfection -
Nathon Poisal
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Nathon's funeral was this afternoon, god it was painful. it brings it up to 11 this last year. everyone keeps dying around me and theres nothing i can do. I keep on burying the people I love most in the world. I cant write. I can't think. I can't even breathe. -
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On Saturday the 13th of January 2007 Nathan Poisal died.
And the world didn't stop, it should've but it continued spinning and twirling like it didn't even matter, like the death of one person is nothing. but it's wrong. To one small group of crazy, drunken, high, promiscuous fuck-ups It's Everything!
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There's no light at the end of my tunnel
there's no shimmering rightness
I'm not going to a better place
& there's nowhere to run
I have a heart that bleeds but wont beat
I have a soul that's weary
I have nightmares
I can't escape the cold
I'm alone in the dark
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Happy New Year Guys -
o look it's xmas...... kill me now xox
As you all may or may not have noticed I haven't been around for awhile. I'm sorry for that and I missed you all! Things have been so hellishly hectic lately, I haven't wanted to do anything but scream, but I'm back now and I intend to make up for my way-too-long absence. Thank-you you're beautiful to everyone who didnt delete me from their ( Read more... ) -
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I need your honest opinions again, I did alot more work on this song than the last one and I like it way more but im still not totally sure about it so...
Anything you guys have to offer would be great.
V1. I'm wanting to abuse you
keep wanting to crawl inside you
I'm wanting to break you
I'm wanting to re-make you
There's ( Read more... ) -
Ranting
I'm tired, I'm cranky, I just dumped the guy who supposedly loves me because I got sick of him saying it and expecting me to say it back, pffft like that was going to happen. I hate more than half my friends, stupid shallow sycophants, wish they'd just stop following me around. My muse is ignoring me. No-one seems to want to stop talking about ( Read more... ) -
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please kill me now ( Read more... )