Police officer suspended after gun, uniform stolen ( Read more... )

i would have fell for you gettin ( Read more... )

& you look so scared ( Read more... )

i really hope its a lie.
when everyone says you'll be gone for awhile.
really.
really.
hope its a lie.

i'm livin a life
i wish
i really never
had to begin with.
everyone i have ever loved.
or care for are slowly being pushed
out of my life or are all ready to far
gone.
i get i have created this for myself.
but i just dont get why it had to be this way.
the drugs. the boys. the girls. the lies.
i just dont get how i got myself here.

again.

tellin myself im happy.

if you came back into my life.

life. would be good.

i miss you times 100 ( Read more... )

things are getting out of control.
i cant take this anymore.

Its upsetting to know everyone
I care for, love are slowly
Walking out of my life.
& Its sad to know that
They will never look back.