I can compeletely understand that. I hate feeling like I have so many expectations. And I think that sub-conciously that is why I have taken the long road I have to school and I do make it a point my parents know I have sex,drink and smoke.
I was sick of being the perfect daughter because it got me nothing other than stress and expecttions, now rather than being told what I should do, they are slowly understanding what I tell them I NEED to do.
Its rough, took me five years to "rebel" and finally do what I want and get what I want. Now look, no birth control can hold me down! No happy pills! I have a great start to a possible great relationship! I am finally getting what I want and NEED its funny, you never believe it when people tell you things will get better.
But what I realized, even if its just a moment to a year, they are right. Things have gotten better.
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I was sick of being the perfect daughter because it got me nothing other than stress and expecttions, now rather than being told what I should do, they are slowly understanding what I tell them I NEED to do.
Its rough, took me five years to "rebel" and finally do what I want and get what I want. Now look, no birth control can hold me down! No happy pills! I have a great start to a possible great relationship! I am finally getting what I want and NEED its funny, you never believe it when people tell you things will get better.
But what I realized, even if its just a moment to a year, they are right. Things have gotten better.
Hang in there hun!
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