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So I can pretty much say I am ready to start over...yea that probably only makes sense to me ha well yea. I never really make any sense, but today I just feel like I have come to terms with myself. In other words I don't feel like shit today, and I don't really care anymore if others value me. I don't really care about anything right now, and I ( Read more... )

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I am in a fairly good mood. Thunder, Lightning, 711, and Yoga are really enjoyable. I love Amanda! She always puts me in a better mood. Today really sucked a lot, but now I feel a lot better, I hope this feeling will last me through the night. Although I love 711, the diet Pepsi slurpees aren't really working so much for me anymore. My ( Read more... )

"The one you love and the one who loves you will never be the same person."

not that any of you really cared, or for that matter knew I was away. Oh well I'm back and we start school tommorow which really sucks. I HATE the idea of going back to school right now. Usually there is some motivation to return because at least I look forward to seeing friends or w/e, but I don't even care about that anymore. I never want to ( Read more... )

People are working on my house so I have had to wake up at 9 for the past few days...it's so scarey. I like woke up to a shadow hammering on my window. Very Loud!! So I'm gonna be sleep deprived this vacation, but at least it is beautiful outside. Me and Conner went on a super long bike ride yesterday, but I probably ate back the calories I ( Read more... )

My day was just so blah and yea this entry is going to be one of those pointless ones, so you can stop reading now if you want. It may not go on much longer though, who can really tell? It just depends on how long I wish to ramble on for. So I decided the only thing I can really depend on is the gym because it will always be there unlike most ( Read more... )

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

fucking everything SUCKS! w/e I don't feel like dealing with it...no one is going to know what i'm talking out. I guess it doesn't piss me off that much anyway.