So yea...I lost all my money in poker. Well not ALL of it...but like idk...15 bucks out of 36...AND my family is STILL playing poker upstairs. LOL, I hope they loose it all...ha ha.

GET ME A LADEL!!! I am too souped...I am going to play poker tonight with my family. So that means lots of drinking and smart ass comments from everyone...especially me...Ha Ha. It has started already!! YES!!! THE GAME IS ON!!!......hope I win tonight...WISH ME LUCK!! NOW BITCH!!!

Hi....i am so bored....kill me. There is nothing fun to do. Valentine's Day sucked ass...of course. I think i broke my thumb today...it hurts...a lot, like a real lot. I can barley move it...the swelling is gone...it's comin along good i guess. I'm gonna get a brace and wear it tomorrow...even if my thumb isn't hurt, i can still get sympathy...* ( Read more... )

Apparently...those who have and will read my previous entry to this one this i wish to slit my wrists...I DONT!! IT'S A FUCKING JOKE...

I have been so bored this week...month..ok this year..but there is nothing to do...Whatever. Not like I could get any excitment in my life. Everything is gray. Every time this year it's gray. Last week it was gray...yesterday was gray,today was gray...and i KNOW tomorrow is going to be gray...and i can survive tomorrow's gray. But the next day is ( Read more... )

Aww man im beat, beat red...im so tired. fuck,im tired as fuck. I got some cool news though...exactly a month frm now...on March 5th, im goin with kelly and kayt(hopefully, if they dont back out on me) to go see Colin Quinn in concert...i can't fucking wait...Practice was pretty good today... but for some reason i was so tired afterwards...i dont ( Read more... )

I knw what im gonna do on Valentine's Day...This is what im gonna do...listen : Im goona bye one of those little teddy-bears that's holding a heart...then im gonna make a little noose...and im gonna hang the teddy-bear from my wallet chain...and weare all black on that monday....*evil laughs* don't fuck withe me on Monday...I'll fucking kill you... ( Read more... )

Today was pretty good....im kinda pissed at myself. I still dont have a girlfriend or a date for valentine's day and its only like 2 weeks till Valentine's day. I HATE! HATE! valentine's day...its a bunchof bullshit. And the thing is...all of my friends seem to magically pull girlfriends out of their asses. BULLSHIT! FUCK! I just wanna take a bat ( Read more... )

Wow...I just say those entries...had to make a few corrections....pretend the bottom two don't exist...I'm gonna try to erase them...If I do, disregard the previous remark...

YES!!!!!!! Now, I remeber her name!!! It's Lela...*pretends to whipe sweat off forehead, and makes the approiate sound for that action* That was close!!

Hope she dosen't see this....Ur the coolest LELA!!!