i live 2 seperate lives.

how do you do it?

from one thing to another.

i realized today that i am the most amazing person in the world.
and thats all there is to it.

everything is perfectly perfect.
and i hope that i get to go to GA for thanksgiving.
that would be amazing.

3 months from today folks!
ill be 18! hell yeah!

ive got butterflys in my tummy.

i hope tonight goes well. :)
im excited.

last night was so weird for me. i kinda knew that this wasnt going to go anywhere so thats why im not like freaking out about it but after what i did last night to feel better was so weird. i like became psychotic or something. it was weird. but im ok now. i have other people that love me ( Read more... )

for the first time i finally felt what it feels like to be unwanted by someone who you have to live with for the rest of your life only because they share the same DNA ( Read more... )

flight plan tonight with my ash.
im kinda tired.
im trying oh so hard to wake up.

im waiting on a phone call from a certain someone. i wonder if i will actually get one. hmmm we will see.

today i learned a whole bunch.
and not from my teachers.
but from the people around me.
thanks.

lets all thank alyssa for getting me sick.
haha i love that girl but she had to hand me her coke.
and i had to take a sip.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK

plus its friday. and im not grounded.

so whats everyone up to for spring break?

i think im going to puerto vallarta ... who wants to join?