This morning i opened my window and it fell out
I'm now windowless

I'm so bored of everything ( Read more... )

I constantly get the feeling that I am writing the same thing over and over and over again. I find my mind freezing more and more everyday, and actually physically having to stop myself for doing anything, thinking anything, just so I can concentrate, go over the series of events(any details I may have missed)and remember them. Today I remembered ( Read more... )

I'm kinda confused today. Not really sure why. I've been having a series of conversations with my mother. For months, I've been waiting for the opportunity to talk to her about everything and I finally had my chance ( Read more... )

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Wow so Nick just phoned me from First Call and said that two positions in Finance and Trust had become available, and he was just enquiring whether it was okay to send my CV to them. He said the other more commercial job he had in mind hasn't got in contact yet, but the other two were more promising now ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure how much of myself I understand anymore. Day to day sees a slow disintigration in my memory and my sanity. Unemployment, my mother and I arguing, sleepless nights, restless mornings...and all because of one person. It all boils down to you ( Read more... )

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I really miss you x