because, yeah, i watched it til nearly 6 this morning ( Read more... )

my christmas eve was pretty sweet. i hung out alone in my house, ate some frosted flakes and watched the last temptation of christ.

then, christmas day, this nice guy named rich that i know through my roommate, had me go with him to his family's house so i wouldn't be all alone again.

( there was food )

is it messed up that when biggie smalls said, "believe me sweetie i got enough to feed the needy," i imagined him carved up like a fine christmas ham?

no disrespect, it's just the first thing that came to mind...


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( my intense arrogance is a tower in an ocean )

( Be aware, my darling,
these things I say I mean
are just traces of something
I long to feel again. )

wow, thursday nights are so insane. i was up til like 5 this morning running around and drinking, and it's like this every thursday now. bye-bye, brain cells ( Read more... )

i had an awful headache today for some reason. eventually, i was feeling so poorly physically that i became inexplicably sad... bogged down, anxious, afraid. it was weird. i had to get away from school, and now i'm home.

i was ready to go to bed as soon as i got into the house, but it's been a couple hours and i'm still up. kind of bummed around... ( Read more... )

right now i'm sitting with meagan watching nightmare on elm street 5: dream baby or something. we've already watched 1, 3, and 4... suicide is the only answer ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to pro-med for a physical for school and the receptionist asked if it was for camp.

i won't be taking the administrative job at whole foods because i am moving back to new york, which even though it's kind of a bummer, is actually good news because i don't have to cancel my trip to cincinnati.
in other news, the government is giving me $4000 for school!