It's a desolate feeling to miss someone who was never really there.

 I'm writing this while watching Brokeback Mountain. I can't believe how indescribably FUCKING ANGRY I am. I'm going to work my way through this from the beginning. I hope ( Read more... )

 There are so many reasons I chose that title. The biggest one is that I love it. Entries with that title may not be interesting to anyone else, but I need to write them for two reasons. The first is that I need to get everything clear in my head, including apportioning blame and acknowledging my fair share (30%, probably, with 50% of THAT being ( Read more... )

 I wanted to write this here, since every time I try to spend a few minutes thinking of it, either I fall asleep or my mind flits away to other things. I think I will also put a link on my facebook page, because I would like some feedback on this if possible. I know that I am often very frivolous, but this is a time when I don't want to be.
 Last ( Read more... )

Nothing. Just though I might try to do The List ( Read more... )

1. 88 monkeys rescued from a lab in Chile by the amazing, fantastic people at Monkey World ( Read more... )

This song came on the radio at work the other day, and this verse is the exact right response to it, as it expresses my feelings exactly. I'm sure you all recognize it, but for legal purposes, it is owned by the group The Police. So here it is ( Read more... )

 To my husband, once more.

I realize that when you used the phrase I mentioned above it was in response to a question I asked you. Fair enough. But I want to get a few (more) things off my chest.
First of all, you know my appearance is important to me. I know that I always feel better when I look better. So don't you think there might be a reason I ( Read more... )

Okay, so, the sun is out, I am in my friend's flat waiting for a delivery, and I have a cat with me. What more can you ask than sun on your day off, feline companionship, and cheese scones? Not a lot. When my pal gets back, we are going to meet FabFlatmate and get groceries. That may not sound like fun to normal people, but I love grocery shopping ( Read more... )

 I just want to say first that if anyone wants to skip down to The List, that's ok. And to my husband, this is not as constructive as i would like. But I still need it to come out, and it doesn't make me appreciate the help you have given me any less. I know all the things you have done for me, both recently and over the years, and I thank you for ( Read more... )