So um ( Read more... )

So um yeah, I find it weird that when I'm at josh's house i HAVE to be in the same room with him, yet when at my house he refuses to be where I am. like if i'm upstairs he refuses to come up and wants to stay downstairs and watch tv. Something's wrong with that picture. ugh ( Read more... )

I've just been kind of depressed and stressed out lately and no one seems to care, they just add more stress to it. And I'm just getting so tired of it. I want there to be a stress free day for me. A day where Josh and I dont fight, I dont have homework, I'm passing all classes and even if i failed my finals I'd still pass ( Read more... )

So um, Josh asked me a really big question tonight. Which some may think is wrong or stupid or whatever. But josh asked me to marry him. Him and I wont get married till later on but he wanted to ask now.

and i said yes.

Um...
a job...
money...
more friends...
better grades...
friends who dont have curfews of 6:30 pm...
josh to call me...
a new cell phone...
summer clothes...
a gym membership...
chinese food mmm...
to clean my car, inside & out...
to move away...
my mom to trust me more...
to lose 15 pounds...
to stop smoking...

I NEED A LIFE...SHIT...

So um im extremely bored ( Read more... )

so um yeah, went to work, came home, josh surprised me by showing up @ my house with piggy. and yeah. idk, i need a new job, money, better grades, etc. the end. deal with it.

so basically i need to find a new job and leave togos.

Well I celebrated my 17th birthday on Thursday. :) 364 days till I'm an adult...wow time has flew by. Feels like just yesterday I was in elementary school. WEIRD. But yeah. SO I'm planning on looking for a new job. Every I like has or is quiting-I heard Robert quit. So yeah ( Read more... )

My birthday is on Thursday YAY i have no idea wat im doing, i dont think I really care either i juss wanna be 17 already, screw 16. 16 was as bad as 15. which was as bad as 14. yeah...idk.