SHIT

[toy_man_dave]

i am so stressed out right now it's not even funny, i need a new job, my car is fucked then on top of that i have to go car searching and do all the stuff that entails, im losing money by the minute because i cant do the things i need to do because i dont have a car, i just want this to get solved, i have no money im going further and further into

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[heartshattering]

i can't even start to imagine how you are feeling right now. stressed doesn't even seem to dipict the slightest, most surface feeling that entails your life as of this moment. no one said though that growing up and moving out/school and all that comes with starting a new life for yourself would be easy. however, being prepared to do what needs to be done can never be taught...you have to deal with this and you HAVE to deal with it all NOW

[heartshattering]

wow re-reading that i'm filled with this..failure feeling. there's so much that i want/need to say to you and about this whole situation and i dig deep inside to find the perfect words but it never comes out right.

i'm sorry if that last post made no sense, but if you felt what i felt writing that, and what i feel now..perhaps you'd actually understand what i'm trying so hard to say.

i want to bring you up..lift you to happiness, (as if it were possible..yeah right) but..i don't want to get your head in the clouds, as i feel it is now.
i feel you are surpressing some stress/sadness as a defence mechanism so that you can make it through all this strife..
i know you feel feelings towards this issue, but if i were you, i'd assume my life would be consisting of ONLY worrying about the car and job..and my future.
maybe i just have you all wrong. maybe analyzing all this in my head was unnessaccary..but all i know is i hope you get things straightened out.

i'm very concerned..really i am.