So last night I was up late and I was looking through my year book, thinking about what an asshole I had been to all these people...and how much I am going to miss them. Then I started reading what people wrote to me and I got a little choked up. Jenny's and Andy's especially. Then i Got to Nicks, it was lame, REAL LAME, and i was dissapointed ( Read more... )

I finally got to hang out with Andy, i havn't seen that kid in a long time. We went to Antigonies, GOD THAT PLACE ROCKS! I havn't been there all summer, it was great too. Their pizza is soooo good and it brought back some kick ass memories. We went to see Bad News Bears, it was ok i guess, Andy says the orginal one is much better, I've never seen ( Read more... )

Yah so i have been kinda stressed out latly and today it was really hot so i guess it all just built up because i had a stroke. Seriously. Well not like a stroke, stroke, but a mild heat stroke. It was really weird, i started having trouble walking, my muscles wouldn't support my body, i was shaking, my lips and tongue went numb, then finally i ( Read more... )

Why do i have to make everything so goddamn complacated, i know what i want to do, i know what i want to say, but when the time comes i blank, i don't know what to do. I feel like I stress out and over things i shouldn't, or i let stuff blow up until its too big for me to handle. So many things are piling on to my plate right now and i feel like ( Read more... )

Last night was KILLER man, Maxx though a little shin-dig which turned into a raging party! It was really cool. It is always fun hanging out with your good friends and it is fun meeting new people too. I meet some really cool kids there last night who i hope to party with again sometime soon, it was just a really sweet time. I told my dad I wouldn' ( Read more... )

This week has been brutal, i have been working so much and it has been so hot out. This weekend i have to go to my grandfathers wedding. Isn't that weird? I think it is weird, i don't want to go. But Maxx's is going to be sweet i hope, i'm looking forward to that. I hope my parents/dad lets me stay there cuz i feel like drinking. Um... i guess that ( Read more... )

Ok, i don't think that people realize how much my job sucks or how hard it is. I would like to see some of you wake up at 5am and work 12hours for 4 days straight, THEN go to a second job on Saturday. That being said I want you all to know that i HATE, I HATE it when people say that i am boring or lazy or whatever because i am not doing something, ( Read more... )

IF you could change 1 thing about yourself what would it be?

I would have to say that i would like to be more open minded to people. I find myself judging people way too quick, sometimes i'm right, other times i'm wrong. But either way i should wait to get to know someone first.

Now you

4th of july was freaking sweet. went to OOB with some really cool people, and meet up with some other really cool people. Everyone there was awesome and the fire works were fucking sexy too. I love seeing people who i don't see very often and hang out with them. And i love meeting new people too. All and all it was a pretty awesome night. Much ( Read more... )

Yah so it was all set. Nicks parents were gone, they said he could have people over. So he was going to have a small party. But you know how it goes, one person tells another and then the next thing you know my parents are driving by and seeing a shit load of cars in nicks driveway, then woo hoo, they get to call nicks house and i have to explain ( Read more... )