"...so never refuse an invitation, never resist the unfamiliar, never fail to be polite and never outstay the welcome. Just keep your mind and suck in the experience. And if it hurts, it's probably worth it." ~The Beach
entranced in the song i stare at the screen, there’s so much to be said but my mouth wont open, my eyes want to close and my hearts about to burst, a tear is let out only to be absorbed in the grains below, its ok, it’ll be back in me soon.
i become overwhelmed with ambition, the most pessimistic optimist in the world, if only i could find a way, another way, a righteous way that i wouldn’t have to hide. id bleed on this page if it would take a shape of beauty.
so i stop, i do it again, i don’t need to, but i want to why?
the only thing that makes sense right now are the sounds, my ear becomes my heart, beating the way it should, free.
the colors change and the reasons fade, i’m stuck in this reality, the reality of space, the reality of time, Stop, that’s it, freeze frame my mind.
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entranced in the song i stare at the screen,
there’s so much to be said but my mouth wont open,
my eyes want to close and my hearts about to burst,
a tear is let out only to be absorbed in the grains below,
its ok, it’ll be back in me soon.
i become overwhelmed with ambition,
the most pessimistic optimist in the world,
if only i could find a way, another way,
a righteous way that i wouldn’t have to hide.
id bleed on this page if it would take a shape of beauty.
so i stop, i do it again,
i don’t need to, but i want to
why?
the only thing that makes sense right now are the sounds,
my ear becomes my heart,
beating the way it should,
free.
the colors change and the reasons fade,
i’m stuck in this reality,
the reality of space,
the reality of time,
Stop, that’s it,
freeze frame my mind.
i’m gonna fall asleep in this life.
12-17-04
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