Comments | tr4insp0tting: my turn to ramble..

tr4insp0tting

my turn to ramble..

Sep 16, 2004 22:25

it's 14 days untill i turn 18. when i look back at myself at 15, i never would have imagined this is who i'd be at 18 or where i'd be or i'd have done the things i have done so far. i can't help but feel like a failure. i feel like i have nothing to be proud of in my life, i haven't achieved anything. i mean yeah, i have my GED but that wasn't hard ( Read more... )

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fionn_fezzic September 16 2004, 20:00:12 UTC

wait till ya 28 and feeling all that stuff

and least ya had 2 boyfriends

ayperimoonfae September 16 2004, 20:16:05 UTC

I'm not sure what to say, only that I feel the same as you sometimes. I look back at all the things I *wanted* to accomplish and see myself now at 19, and I've done nothing. Except got my GED. Woo.

I can't hold a job either.
I've had like 2 b/fs that even mattered. And guys want me for the same reasons as well.
I have like no life.

Things will get better though, even if it takes a few months, or even year(s). They always do. Just hang in there, hun. :)

turpentine_kiss September 17 2004, 00:30:08 UTC

::hug::
I love you.
That's all I really know to say. You aren't alone though. There are so many people out there who feel the same way you do.
I'm 17, never had a serious boyfriend, guys only ever like me for sexual reasons or as a friend, never had a job, and only just now decided to get my diploma after fucking up and failing two years of high school.
You should come live with me. We can wallow in misery together. And then, get over ourselves for a while and get smashed or something.

much <3,
Rachel