Pills to make me sleep and pills to wake me up and pills to make me happy.

[tra_la_la_la_la]

I feel super empty right now. I miss being depressed, well not exactly but it's hard to explain. That's all i was, and now i'm not, it's like there's nothing left of me. Perhaps i'm just full of self pity bullshit... i don't know. I just don't feel too crash hot right now. I took some dexys half an hour ago, still havn't kicked in, but i'm not use

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[prettywhendead]

tell Prew that Shiny sincirely apologizes for being a cunt on X in her face.it was hell fun,but to a lot of ppl i apologized for being annoying,its good to be able to realise these things when on drugs.

[__king_ink__]

bwaahahahhahaha shiny you weren't totally annoying. i the girl in the black and red corset was getting on my nerves. it was an evil concoction of slep deprivation plus shitty music played where it shouldnt and not having any money (i bumed off kelly all night).

[prettywhendead]

hehe yea that girl is my flat mate.she can get annoying without any drugs. and yeah man i expected much more when it comes to music,but hey they played Alien Sex Fiend for me so that was sweet,could of been better tho. i had a very small amount of money which i spent on shit ass,overpriced sugar filled drinks that made me throw up in the end.joy

theres something happening this saturday night...the witching hour??apperantly it will be better than excom. if ure interested.

see you around pretty lady

[prettywhendead]

id like to add you to my list.is that alright?

[__king_ink__]

your not a bad friend dude. itshard getting around to visit all your friends when you have so many. im just glad im such a cunt i can get away with ignoring everyone and staying home drunk. =D

[tra_la_la_la_la]

Haha i'm fine with that as long as sometimes i can stay at your house and ignore everybody and be drunk with you *nod*

[realised_late]

When I got rid of my depression, it took me about three months to realise why I still didn't feel good, and why not being depressed was so scary, but then I realised, it was because I forgot to replace my depression with something else. So I replaced it with happy.

[tra_la_la_la_la]

so infact you 'realised late' ? hahah sorry ...... but yes your words are wise and ishall try to take them in. :) You've always got wise things to say 'Mr Wise' .

[realised_late]

That's the first and best joke anyone's made about my user name.

[prettywhendead]

if u ever need "lessons" for doing eyebrows let me know,ive been drawing on mine for 6 years!and i know tricks of the trade for making them not smudge.its fuckin annoying when by the end of the night theyre melted down to ur chin.very classy.heheh

[tra_la_la_la_la]

aww thankyou so much ....... i turn into a 5 year old drawing with crayons when i try to do my eyebrows :( It's not the melting that ihave trouble with *stubborn liquid eyeliner is 'da bomb'* it's the getting it even and shaped right :( .....i mostly always look unimpressed haha or just mean and bitchy like.... which is alright when i want to scare people away from sitting next to me on the bus.... but not when i see my friends..... hmmm i type too much
^v^

[prettywhendead]

hehee nah u dont type too much. im kinda drunken right now.and everyones gone to sleep.what a bunch of cock heads.anyway! i think u look rather fine dear.i like the unimpressed look and "if u come sit next to me i will eat ur balls for breakfast" look. its the kinda attitude i have most of the time,even tho it doesnt go with my "clean" look. but deep deep inside all i want to eat it worms.lol.MAN i need to shut up.can i steal ur head shaving thing? my shaved sides are getting long and im too poor to buy one?

*insert bad language*
i know im gonna regret this in the morning,im talkin to u abt crap and i dont even know u. i think its one of those moments where u just meet someone and it feels like u could be kickass friends with,oh gosh dont think im gonna stalk u or anything im not that nuts.lol.
*shame*
i go now.
i want more beer and chips.

mmmmm beer and chips

[tra_la_la_la_la]

Drunk? YOu lucky bastard! I'd kill for some cheap wine right about now ..... i'd kill many for some vodka and red bull...
Speaking of which... lets hang out some time and get really really drunk and talk crap together! mwaaaha
Back to Dilbert now
^v^