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traceofwater

How Could This Love Ever Turning Never Turn It's Eye On Me

Feb 03, 2005 17:00

Sometimes I wish I was buhlemic. That way I could purge all negative energy from body in a perverted form of catharsis. I could relieve myself of some pressure by leaving the room and escaping from everyone. I'd also lose weight, similarly to when I vomit to feel better during swim practice and lose the food building up in my throat slowing me ( Read more... )

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bandgeekaltosax February 3 2005, 17:29:47 UTC

At some point i think we all wish we had an eating disorder. Its like all of the evil and stuff in the world coming to tempt us to turn to the dark side. But then when we dont become bulemic/anorexic/compulsory eaters/etc., we win!

Dont worry tracy (hehe loke at mi gud speling), your problems will dissapate over time. Remember that you can always come to ur friends for advice and stuff.

Dont u just wish you could be a toddler with no worries, school, and drama and stuff in your life? I do

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bandgeekaltosax February 3 2005, 17:58:01 UTC

okay then my i think statement was wrong.

ireniebikini February 3 2005, 17:55:39 UTC

no Tracy!! you can't become bulimic!!!!

Vomiting is bad (my phoebea(sp!?))

and then you will be grossly skinny! which isn't attracractive!! and you are gorgeous!

see ya tonight! xoxoxo

bandgeekaltosax February 3 2005, 17:59:06 UTC

read the entry again and i think u'll be pleasantly relieved that she isnt gonna be bulimic!

ireniebikini February 3 2005, 21:48:57 UTC

I know, I Was just saying that I wouldn't ever want her to be.

monkeyboy2 February 3 2005, 18:29:05 UTC

I am happy to hear that you have no intention of becoming bulimic. Life does suck sometimes but it just makes the good times that much sweeter. I don't know the detail of your present situation but I know the sun will shine on you again soon. You got swimming to help you escape. For those couple of hours you can smack the water into submission. I miss the water and hopefully will swim again. If the issue is regarding the boy I got some words of wisdom. Guys in high school are foolishly stupid. I would know I was one. You are a great girl and well relationships in high school may be all that you can think about but it is so stupid. I feel that this comment is becoming and entry and therefore I feel that my time is up. We should most definately get ice cream soon.

oneluvkay February 3 2005, 18:40:25 UTC

Everyone thinks I have eating disorders. Yeah plural. THe most common ones I get accused of having are Buliema and Anorexia, its not at all fun or anything. Especially since I don't have one, but am accused of one or two.
I love you <3
And your perfect just the way you are!

lexi_bexi_boo February 3 2005, 18:58:33 UTC

ive learned that life throws u many kinds of balls..u just have to learn how to catch them and throw them back....i know exactly how u feel...sometimes its better to think of the worst possible thing..than to think about whats REALLY going on in ur life. Im here to talk and listen anytime...my newly found friend. keep ur head up!