Worried

[tracgyrl]

I had an interesting conversation with my best friend butifulyletdown this morning (after we gushed about True Blood) and I wrote this piece immediately after to purge and put words to my feelings...

I'm worried about myself. I feel compelled... compelled to do something... dark, but I don't know what. I don't have the what... only the push, the persistent hand

Comments

[pinktealeaves]

It's amazing how we come up with things depending on our mood. I don't write, because first of all, I don't do it well, but I do make up stories inside my head. Sometimes they make sense, but not very often. ;)

If it helps, I don't think of you as a murderer. :D

[tracgyrl]

Thanks for reading! And I really appreciate that you don't think of me as a murderer. LOL!

[butifulyletdown]

First can I just say it was literary genius. Although, I know it has more to do with your feelings - o_O That is I!

This will pass love! And whose to say he hasn't paid (suffered) in a way that is unseen, just as your suffering is unseen but felt.

Either way, I am here. And you don't have to suffer silently. Also writing is a very good outlet.

Tragically beautiful.

[tracgyrl]

Is it possible for your soulmate to be the same sex as you (platonic)? Because I really think you might be it for me love... ::SIGH:: You really get me, Thanks for that.