wondering where to go, where to turn to, not to be judged, i'm real, a person too. I have feelings and strengths and i cry too. I get upset for no reason and want someone sometimes just to ask why. I want to be loved and held and taken care of too. I want somewhere to go where i can laugh and myb even snort (nvr have, but just incase) and feel ( Read more... )

I dont feel like writing.. i dont even feel like i matter much. I'm such an outcast everywhere i go. I dont blend with any specific group nor a specific person. The one person that i feel that i'm closet too i feel like i've just been making upset lately and soon enough he wont want to be around me either. I dont blame him ( Read more... )

Well everyone knows the dance was on saturday and the game on friday.  Me not knowing what time the game started was not good because the court didn't get their sashes til about 5 minutes left in the first half when they are supposed to wear them the whole time.  I screwed that one up and was kinda upset part of the game for reasons i dont care to ( Read more... )

I might as well wear a t-shirt with words experssing my feelings because i wear my heart on my sleeve anyways. It is possible to feel this way about someone, so early in life? To be sure that you love them and not question it, not even a lil bit. Yes i've heard the whole puppy love thing and blah blah blah, but c'mon now, 15 months. I do ( Read more... )

Wow so it is spirit week this week and so far i've spent majority of it in my bed. I got sick on sunday and still felt pretty crappy on monday but i thought i was recovering.. boy was i wrong. I went to school yesterday and went to first hour to help out mrs. mcglinchey and i was typing something up for her and every time i looked down and back ( Read more... )

well today was pretty crapy, in the way of me being sick. Dru was really sick on friday so i took care of him and left his house with a lil bit of a headache not knowing why but didnt question it again when i woke up the next day fine. He was also feeling pretty good the next day too. Well last nite i felt kinda under the weather so i took some ( Read more... )

i love sitting in chem when i acutally dont have to be at school at all... damn this. i'm so tired from being here at 6:30 for 7th and 8th grade volleyball try-outs. But hey, i need NHS hours.. have to be here. myb after my nap and before i go to class i'll be in a little more cheerful mood.. HMM!!!

okay so today pretty much did nothing.. i was awoken and SUPRISED cuz dru texted me in the morning to see if i wanted to get some quiggs.. if u kno me u kno i love going there with him, somewhat special! We came back to my house to eat them but he had to leave to go to his g-ma's. I putzed around doing a lil bit of everything, tanning and such ( Read more... )

Just another day... just another grl.  I'm one in a million!  I dream of the simple things and love what i have.  It makes no sense to me at all.  And what i'm talking about makes no sense to you either.  I'm just kind of mumbling on and not really caring if you do understand me.  No one really understands me, only a select few.  Only a select few ( Read more... )