Well it is Christmas day.  So far everything is going very well.. besides not opening presents until noon but its okay, it happens.  Last nite Dru and I exchanged our gifts.  My mom got him this sweet poker chip set, 300 11.5g chips, 2 decks, and 3 dice.  Then i got him socks, a hat, 3 games he's been searching everywhere for, a necklace, and a ( Read more... )

OMG i'm so glad that i'm done christmas shopping.  Even though i only have a dollar to my name now.. which is sad seeing how i still want to get my dad something i dont even have enough money to do so.  I got him a card tho earlier and he's the only one so i hope that can make up for it.  I'm such a peaceful christmas shopper tho.  It's weird.  ( Read more... )

Well.. its the beginning of the week.  I had so many bad dreams last nite.  I swear its unfair.  But then again i guess life isn't fair.  I had 3 that i can fully remember.  I woke up at 5 and stayed up for a little scared to go back to bed.  THAT SHOULD NOT BE HAPPENING.  I want to dream amazing dreams.  Whatever though.  It's my minds fault.  It ( Read more... )

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okay so i tend to not update alot and just come here and read everyone elses but i dont really have anything to talk about thats all to interesting so here goes nothing.

Well my mom finally made our reservations for south padre.. and because of all the backouts its a tad bit more expensive than it started out to be.  It wouldn't be like this if we ( Read more... )

Well its close to christmas time and i feel so empty.. so lost.. so alone.  I dont want to get into detail why but i'm just so confused too!  It's like someone drew me a picture of how things were and how they were gonna be and how everything was perfect... SO perfect.. i guess too perfect because nothing is perfect and now its barely there at all ( Read more... )

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Okay.. so its the time when my body decides to be a pain and cause the cramps.  Every grl must love them.  Tomorrow will be better with them but i have sooo much going on tomorrow too.  I have my foot appt. RIGHT after school.  I'll finally be finding out what is truly wrong with my foot.  (praying that its all in my head).  Then i work.. what fun ( Read more... )

Seems that others have been thinking the same things that i have lately and feeling the same way (paula).  Is it cuz its close to christmas time?  Is it cuz i'm graduating?  Is it cuz i've finally realized alot more and i'm not questioning myself anymore?  But it's weird.  I still feel so lost.  Clawson.. 2 miles.  HOW DO YOU GET LOST HERE???  I ( Read more... )

Okay so i kno most people watch laguna beach.  Well i missed out on an episode so today i was able to catch up.  As much as i want to graduate it's going to be so hard.  I get teary eyed every time i watch the graduatin one and up.  Everyone leaving, the somewhat breakups, it scares me a little bit.  It's like i've lived in a two mile radius city ( Read more... )