It's hard to live my life ( Read more... )

I made him a batch of cookies ( Read more... )

text sent to vicky: I have found more patience and support from you during my highs and lows, that i could ever think of finding in anyone else.

text sent to ricky: nothing lingers like your hand on my heart, no one figures like you figure me out.

i miss you bitch.

I was watching the Johnny Cash video for HURT ( Read more... )

I had a real good dream last night ( Read more... )

I like the way I can do that.
Show up to his house before 8 o'clock am and know he wont bitch about being sleep deprived.
The way I dropped all my stuff on the floor and took off my shoes and just got in bed next to him.
All the things that I do are really things that I would not "recycle" and do with another boy.

1 year and 8 months today is how long we have been this "item ( Read more... )

i'm beyond tired of bullshit.
hope loving me isn't a lie.

today i was watching jen at the water polo game ( Read more... )