I thought I was going to be happy, I really did. I know I should be but I'm just not. This all sounds so self-centered but the truth is, as much as I want to be happy ... I'm not. And that's not the kind of place I want to be in my life. Not with someone else because, as happy as I make the other person ... if I'm faking my way through it, it's not ( Read more... )

Today, I was sitting on the couch watching ... well, I don't exactly remember what I was watching but I started thinking about all the bad things that have ever happened to me. And then I thought about the good ones. I know I'm not supposed to compare them because it just proves that the bad outweighs the good but ... It hit me today that I don't ( Read more... )

Didn't have school today so I just sat around at home with my mom since she didn't go to work today. Talked to Kayla and Shay on the phone for quite some time about everything and nothing at all. It was like going to school except without the desks and annoy teachers. Oh, well ( Read more... )

Guess who's got a boyfriend?

... Me. :D

Yes, this was a pretty pointless post. Oh well.

I'm just happy.

I just recorded a cover of "The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows" on my acoustic guitar, vocals and all, on my little 4-track. Aw. It's terrible but ... I love my 4-track. I just need to mix-it down so I can play it on my kick-ass cassette player ... Ha ( Read more... )

Did this because I'm a bored, bored individual ...

Happy Holidays, everyone. :)

"Did I tell you that you looked really pretty at homecoming?"
"No ..."
"Well, you did..."

That is why I love my Andy. I miss him so much. Best friends shouldn't be 2000 miles away. It's not fair. I have to wait until next summer to see him again ...

Las Vegas shouldn't be so far away ...

Warning: This hasn't the be the most girly post I'll ever put on here ( Read more... )

Long term relationship ...