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not going to sleep because my phone is going to die before the morning and austin isn't here so i can't use his phone for an alarm and i have to be up by 7 to get a license from the dmv before my exam at 10 so i can get a job at 4.
austin's roommate is on adderall and you can hear it. i should probably turn the music down before she attacks me with a ballpoint pen or something. and austin's downstairs roommate and a girl i've never met are on the porch and drunk and are going to order pizza.
i realized i'm scared of being out walking at night now. i never used to. i think it's because you left. you leaving put the town back to how it was before we got here y'kno not ours. and i've been lazy about wanting it to be mine. miss you.
i know it's wrong but i wish i had some baby food. at least i'm not one of the ones lost in a state of trying to find what's worth it. at least they're not one of the ones lost in a state of thinking everything is worth it. as long as you control what everything is. there are different ways of putting it. and it counts. i want to play ping pong with my little brothers. i think a small bat or a large bee just hit one of these windows. i bet it was about the size of a ping pong. i mean i bet it was a sign from god.
austin's roommate is on adderall and you can hear it. i should probably turn the music down before she attacks me with a ballpoint pen or something. and austin's downstairs roommate and a girl i've never met are on the porch and drunk and are going to order pizza.
i realized i'm scared of being out walking at night now. i never used to. i think it's because you left. you leaving put the town back to how it was before we got here y'kno not ours. and i've been lazy about wanting it to be mine. miss you.
i know it's wrong but i wish i had some baby food. at least i'm not one of the ones lost in a state of trying to find what's worth it. at least they're not one of the ones lost in a state of thinking everything is worth it. as long as you control what everything is. there are different ways of putting it. and it counts. i want to play ping pong with my little brothers. i think a small bat or a large bee just hit one of these windows. i bet it was about the size of a ping pong. i mean i bet it was a sign from god.