I am sick and tired of playing email tag and going out to unproductive meetings once a month with the CEO of the company I am supposed to be interning for this summer. The summer session only lasts a few weeks long and there is only so much I can b.s. in a 10-20 page paper about an internship that I rarely show up to. We are approaching the ( Read more... )

Everything is going better than planned. It seems like, in everything I do (especially in the last couple of years), I set goals for myself--and I end up going above and beyond that goal. I surprise myself sometimes. The most stressful part of it all though, is to maintain this--for less than one more year! I have figured out a way to graduate ( Read more... )

It sucked! Maybe I do have social anxiety. Maybe I should start drinking alcohol (not). all I wanted to do was get out of there, but I stayed to support Dustin and our friends. It was cold and a thousand people were in my space bubble. A few dirty guys rubbed up against my behind, too. Oh yeah... there was too much smoking, too. Then, ( Read more... )

ok because I am a Libra, I am subject to depression in my life no matter how bad or good things really are. The good things right now: I have a great boyfriend, I am having a stress-free semester in school, I don't have to worry about going to work cause I don't have a job. The bad things: mom's being a b*tch, I don't have a job, it's f-ing cold ( Read more... )

Estoy muy alegre ahora! tengo mucha tarea para mi trabajo comenzara manana. $9/hora!.... 3 horas/semana jaja. Trabajare con mi hermana. casi nunca hablo con ella (vive en los dormitorios ahora). mi novio no esta contestando su tele!!! y con el precio de gasolina, no quiero a conducir.. solo estar alli 2 horas (toma 30 minutos a llegar alli). I ( Read more... )

No work or school for a month! QUE ONDA!!! Finally I get to relax a little. There are some things I would like to do this summer while I can: 1. practice spanish 2. Get some things worked on for my future consulting job 3. make some good memories:)... I'm so glad I have a good boyfriend right now to share my summer with, too:)

Lord forgive me! Man and his machines decreasing the carrying capacity of this world for unsuspecting, inncoent creatures. I hit a rabbit last night. Sad thing is that it gave me a basis for comparison to my own life. Sometimes I jump out into the road alone and I am more confused than ever... then BAM-- I get run over. But the nice thing is, ( Read more... )

my stress level is at an all time low and my energy level is at an all time high. I am so happy with the way things have been going lately. It's seems surreal. I pinch myself though and it hurts. I bang my head into the wall a few hundred times and ask myself why I am so crazy. That hurts too but I dont really do it. I am so happy to have ( Read more... )

I babysat last night. They may pay me a lot, but nothing is more payment than some of the things Alex says to me. None of her little quirks, be it bratty or funny, are a thunderation to me:) I taught her what hippie means. We traced our hands and she drew stars all over mine and I told her it was like a hippie. Her brother came downstairs and ( Read more... )

my mind's telling me "no", but my body-my body's telling me "yes".