Through the past couple of years I've somehow forgotten how to speak to myself and really listen. I've lost my way and found it several times. Almost a month ago I woke up and realized I hate the way I hate my life currently. I don't want to marry someone who says they love me fully yet wants to change so much about me. I want to love who I am ( Read more... )

I'm back. I realized over several years that a pen and paper isn't better than this. I felt more alive when I knew someone could see in to my mind and not think I'm crazy. So, whoever is still out there, I've missed your words and I hope you'll embrace mine once again.

here today gone tomorrow. it's how i live my life. 
don't get attached, i rarely ever do these days.

Does anyone know or is capable of designing a pretty basic website for a music fest. let me know.

music has suddenly swallowed me whole again.
i couldn't be any happier. 
stuck on cute & catchy songs. judge me, i dare you.

kasabian- processed beats
Sia- breathe me
CSS- alcohol 
arctic monkeys- choo choo
tilly and the wall- bad education
fresno- polo
schuyler fisk- songs that say good-bye
keane- somewhere only we know
klaxons- forgotten works
the kooks- ( Read more... )

With each growing moment I see ourselves stepping over scars we’ve given each other from past mistakes and I feel my heart recoil; it knows you’ll give it another reason to ache but I keep walking toward your half open arms ignoring all the signs that say I’ll have a broken heart by the end of the day.  the love you give is laced with a drug that ( Read more... )

kymme, you're so selfish.

i know.

and it benefits you more than it does myself.

i stare out my curtainless windows while it storms and the branches of several trees overlap and makes me want to crawl out my window and snap a picture. i'm going to write you notes on leaves like before but this time they might actually make it in to your hands. every thing is so green and so alive. today i took a deep breath and the fear escaped ( Read more... )

your eyes tell a never-ending story; the longer i look the more i fall apart.

never forgotten. six years today and we still look over our shoulder thinking we saw you somewhere, still get chills up our spine when we hear a laugh that reminds us of yours. heart still aches as much as it did that day, and sadly i remember every detail of that day.