I am tired. I feel so tired. I never realized what its like to actually not be home all day .. since when I lived home with my family. Because I worked a lot, all day almost everyday of the week. Or when I worked at the daycare and then worked nannying and I worked 7 days a week almost all day. Now Im experiencing it again. It kind of feels good ( Read more... )

but i hide how i feel because i dont want to hurt people i care about by saying something totally stupid. but its not stupid because its how i feel. im feeling a particular way. i shouldnt. i shouldnt have to ask or hint things. it should just happen. and it feels like nothing is. important kind of stuff. ive never had to deal with it like this ( Read more... )

Wow.. Im glad we waited so long for everything. It wasnt even long. But to me it was. Either way, just know that you are wonderful in everyway.

You hold my heart.

I dont care who you are or what you listen to (because that shouldnt be the basis of a friendship, if it is you are stupid and childish, only immature people base their friendships on music, that or closedminded) Im not an elitist. I will be friends with anyone regardless of what music they listen to, what spot they play, what tv shows they watch, ( Read more... )

im gorgeous... if you dont think so you are retarded...

its two months today :) im so excited. it makes me happier than anything in the world. matthew makes me wonder why i havent found him earlier. i am so glad we even made it this amount of time :) he is a wonderful person inside and out. i hope he realizes how much i truely love him and how much fun i have with him each time we are around eachother. ( Read more... )

This week in the life of Sarah:

Tues - Babysitting 9-3 H&M 4-8 In between I have to go to the bank, and call rite aid about my albuterol.
Wed - Bio Anth Final at 8 Archaeology Final at 1
Thurs - Go to Philly to see the Decemberists with Matthew <3 ( Read more... )

On teen relationship violence... I realized one thing (even though I already knew it before)... I was one of those people, and didnt realize it then when I was in the situation. How sad. I could have pressed some type of charges of assault. Not only assault, but being threatened numerous occassions. This is what I thought Love was? How ridiculous. ( Read more... )

This happened to me and nobody else. I cant listen to others opinions anymore. This is my own personal issue. I need to deal with this myself. Im tired of what other people think about the situation "Well what if this happens" or "You may regret this decision"... you know what? I wont, because its MY decision. I will no longer tell anyone anything ( Read more... )

So last weekend Matthew came with me to visit my family which was wonderful. I couldnt have asked for anything better. It made me really happy to have someone who wants to partake in my life with me. It makes me feel whole. Although I do think he was probably quite bored because it rained and there was nothing to do. We went out for lunch and my ( Read more... )