Once upon a time
Once when you were mine
I remember skies
Reflected in your eyes
I wonder where you are
I wonder if you
Think about me
Once upon a time
In your wildest dreams
Once the world was new
Our bodies felt the morning dew
That greets the brand new day
We couldn't tear ourselves away
I wonder if you care
I wonder if you still remember
Once upon a time
In your wildest dreams
And when the music plays
And when the words are
Touched with sorrow
When the music plays
I hear the sound
I had to follow
Once upon a time
Once beneath the stars
The universe was ours
Love was all we knew
And all I knew was you
I wonder if you know
I wonder if you think about it
Once upon a time
In your wildest dreams
And when the music plays
And when the words are
Touched with sorrow
When the music plays
And when the music plays
I hear the sound
I had to follow
Once upon a time
Once upon a time
Once when you were mine
I remember skies
Mirrored in your eyes
I wonder where you are
I wonder if you
Think about me
Once upon a time
In your wildest dreams
you know whats really really funny.. i've gone through most of my life thus far sitting and watching how all the other people around me get by... what it is they like to do when it comes to parties, what they like in terms of common places to eat, and more importantly the conversation and material by which they find interesting or good. but while i sat and watched i tried to pick up and understand not just my role but how it effects the people around me... peculiar stuff those social classes and relationship boundaries.
.the point is i watch and wait because i have to spend all my time asking questions... that's all i do. honestly i'm tired of feeling like this because its just making me so tired... the sad part is i know i never will be done... there are just so many questions out there... so many in the universe.. they might as well be just as infinite as the universe itself.. i dont know that any of them really matter, if the answers are out there or what would happen if i didn't have any... because it would seem that no matter how many i answer not a single one of them wants to bring me happiness...
i understand that happiness is a state of mind, not a thing that just happens... why its not called happeness.. but at times like these its hard to get a hand up all the time...its hard to sleep and this bed is just too big... but i guess while i'm up i'll just keep writing and questioning whats around me...
maybe i just need to see the world... whats around it.. whats left to be discovered... left to be known... or just be really understood by me.. i want to adventure and know whats around me because i want to understand so much... sigh i want a harder life then this world can really give me right now.. what it is to dream and love i guess