I'm feeling guilty for taking advantage of my mother while she's vulnerable ( Read more... )

I decided to sleep on the floor last night, with Jeff in mind.

I liked tonight. And it didn't even have anything to do with the music.

+ Michelle time at Ross and Target
+ Getting cool wrapping paper cause I'm weird like that
+ Finding out Soma is stupid and probably never 'sold out ( Read more... )

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1. I'm giving permission for everyone to be disappointed in me.

2. Yeah that was real funny *****.

3. I deserve everything bad.

4. I don't know how to deal.

5. Not that I had an outside life, but it's over.

I've concluded that either I have a strange attraction to the (International) Noise Conspiracy or they have hidden messages behind the music [cause I started to dance to them, and I was thinking how their sound is a little weird but beautiful]. So I'm really into them right now. Or should I say again. But I really want to go to Coachella just to ( Read more... )

I'm really bored. I've been here, in front of the computer, for almost the whole day. And not because I can't go anywhere, just because this is what I do all my life except for school and tv. I wish I were at the locust. I hate how everything I plan ahead of time, never works out. So, I've decided to let everything be. Surprises, surprises. ( Read more... )

I noticed I drag my feet when I'm nervous, embarasssed, shy, etc. So if you notice I am, I am secretly in love with you.

The locust, anyone going?

This is fun. My parents yelling at eachother threatening to call the cops ( Read more... )

I need some motivation.