i wish my days would end as good as they start.. :/

I NEED TO GO OUT AND START LIVING MY LIFE.

EXAMPLE: STREAKING

I can't sleep. There's a lot on my mind. I made a huge ass mistake and I'll probably get a lot of bull shit from it pretty soon, but I suppose all will just find out for themselves. I'm not sure what philosophy to live by in life and it bothers me. I can't make a decision by myself, and half the decisions I do make are wrong ones that lead me to ( Read more... )

the fact that i am constantly contradicting myself makes me LAUGH.

today really sucked :(

i don't think i really want to get into a relationship again ( Read more... )

WHERE THE HELL ARE ALL THE PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO CARE ABOUT YOU?!

hi. well, i guess i'm handling this whole "ex-boyfriend" thing somewhat well? i'm done crying over it that's for sure. i haven't cried in awhile actually, go me ( Read more... )

i don't know what i feel, i don't know ( Read more... )

i miss you, decide already !@$*(&%
 >:|

well.. taylor broke up with me. i'm pretty sure it's official this time.
i'm restraining myself to not talk to him because that's the only way i'll get over him and it sucks
and if we do get back together, he's going to have to prove it cause all this talk isn't going to pass it this time.

even though i feel like strangling him for putting me through ( Read more... )