HEY HEY. Spring Break bitches! It starts thursday for me all the way until the 21st of march. Hell ya.. im hatin school, not really doing good in it, i'll be lucky if i get all B's , but my parents would kill me.I really wanna do something special for my spring break.. i wanna go on a road trip o something, i wish my friends would do something with ( Read more... )

Desi.. i love you , i had so much fun at your party.. i hope u had a great birthday .. im so happy your 18 now .. i hope you come to the club with me tomorrow.. i'll give you your bday present.. i'll call you bye sweetie muah

This fucking sucks.. i got sooo drunk last night .. i havent been that drunk in years.. did a lot of stupid stuff. I fuckin lost my cell phone!.. it sucks , all my numbers and shit , now i have no phone in tampa at all. The police came last night tothe party , everything went crazy. well im screwed my phone is gone now .. i went back to brendas to ( Read more... )

so yeah.. im still stuck my depression thing.. cant get out of it . i try to keep myself busy but its not helping. im doing really badin school and just makes it worse. i dunno what to do .. things will get better eventually is what i tell myself but in reality it just doesnt... time takes too long. i hate myself , i hate what i look like .. how i ( Read more... )

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I need some brianna time.. i miss her , i really dont want to go back to sarasota tho because i feel like a lot of people have changed... i just want to move far away. i might do that study abroad thing where i can go to college in an other country for like a year. I would love to live in australia. That would be awesome. I dont feel like i have ( Read more... )

Wow life really sucks now.

i might come to sarasota tomorrow or i might hang out with my girls in tampa.I want to go to gaspirilla this saturday but i need people to go with .. It seems like it would be fun .. i went to Guavaween and it was really fun.Im suppose to see my old friend lindsay this weekend but i doubt that will happen. I want to see Aimee.. i havent seen her in ( Read more... )

So this was one of the worst weeks of my life.. doing really bad in school, only friend i made in tampa is moving at the end of the summer, and justin broke up with me. I am a total wreck. I take dose after dose of xannax , without i think i would be the hospital. Ive smoked so much pot in the past two days. Enough to last me a year. All my friends ( Read more... )

For about an hour, i was contemplating the different ways i could kill him .. envisioning myself stabbing him in his heart or slitting his throat, but i know there is no way possible i could get away with it .. it would all be linked back to me .. then i was thinking of ways for him to die by it looking like an accident .. running him off the road ( Read more... )