I was writing an entry earlier, but my computer decided to be stupid and when I told my dad about it he had to step in and try and fix it and ended up taking over the computer for 30 minutes and then turned the computer off and my entry went bye bye ( Read more... )

This is the most fucked up year ever ( Read more... )

life sucks

word.

Well not really because even though I am moved into my new house, I still don't have internet so I'm only back when my friends decide to be nice and let me use their internet.

I was having an interesting conversation with Alex (Sanchez) tonight and we were talking about relationships with our family, more specifically our parents. I already know ( Read more... )

I moved into my new house...it's different. It will definitely take some getting used to. Well I probably won't be online for awhile, but I don't know if that's a bad thing. We'll see what happens.

Well I have soooooo much on my mind right now that I'm not even going to fully update. So far Christmas break has sucked, except for today. Today was good. : ) My break has consisted of work, sleep, and packing/moving. It's only Tuesday (well technically Wednesday) and I've worked 20 hours and I'm just tired as hell. Well to take my mind off things ( Read more... )

This weekend has been insane. Well at least Friday night was. I went to Not So Silent Night with Alex Sanchez and Alex Glass. It was lots of fun! Hot Hot Heat was my favorite and they were unbelievably awesome! Alex Glass and I danced the night away. Coheed and Cambria was also awesome, but I was a little disappointed that I didn't get to dance as ( Read more... )

[A is for age:] 17
[B is for booze of choice:] rum and coke
[C is for career:] no idea
[D is for your dog's name:] Katie
[E is for essential items you use everyday:] deodorant, tooth brush, car
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] The Suffering by Coheed and Cambria
[G is for favorite games:] hmm..I don't play a lot of games..umm..twister?
[H is for ( Read more... )

I have fallen back into my hole. It has made me think whether or not I like being in the hole. I mean the way I use it, it makes it seem like a horrible place to be, but I'm wondering if it really is. It's comfortable. It's safe. But is it the right place for me to be? I have no idea. We'll just have to wait and see.

I like watching Sex and the ( Read more... )

While I was at work today, these questions/thoughts kept coming into my mind.

How can you go on acting like everything is okay, like everything is perfect and there isn't a problem between us?

You tell me all the time how much you love me and how much you care about me and that you never want to leave me, even when you go away to college, but you' ( Read more... )